a dream. for now.

for those who understand (:

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Vox 847 -> MI Audio Crunchbox -> Fulltone Fulldrive2 Mosfet -> RC Booster -> EBVP Jr -> TC Nova Delay or DD20

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yay.

expectations

it’s funny how my expectations were blown away.

like blown straight out of the water.

thank You, thank You.

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the same power, that conquered the grave, lives in me!

is off to “training”

be back monday.

hope You’ll come,

You’ll move.

for a lack of inspiration

many questions are left unanswered, maybe cause i’m looking in all the wrong places.

so should i stay on?

my mental state is, with most probabilty, going to collapse if i do any longer.

but it seems that at every turn

i am being told what i should do.

its so clear, but i just refuse to believe it. why?

5 months have been over.

my break, my absence, my drift.

it’s time to give certain things up

teach me to let go.

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mr rinton, mr rinton, give me a good guitar.

needs to get back on track.

like nao.

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Modern Eagle II + McCarty
Copy

i’m going going mad.

somethings just are out, out of your hands.

beyond reach, reach of your fingertips cause

i know the immense improbability that that it would ever happen,

love the dream, of a many PRS PRS, 

you scum! scum with a fortune, directed to a great cause, nonetheless.

an allusion to Lear, Lear, one of the greats of Shakespeare.

audible GOH – (Guest of Honours)

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO STOP IT.

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life. sucks.

thank the heavens there’s the blues.

Psalm 121

Psalm 121

I lift up my eyes to the hills –
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

He will not let your foot slip –
He who watches over you will not slumber;
indeed, He who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

The LORD watches over you –
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

The LORD will keep you from all harm –
He will watch over your life;
the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forever more.

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Waging
Warfare through
Worship.

Team YaYA 

you wondered why

it didnt work out.

alumni watching you.

lunch with the king, and the new-er boss, led to our mind boggling plans for 2010.

2010, Singapore International Band Festival.

and the kickass windensemble, with alumni. woots.

hope all comes to fruition, 2010 SIBF would be terribly fun.

shall pick up my guitar again.

okay, time to rest my flute fingers for awhile.

and pick my picks,

and create more calluses.

heh.

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If anything, IB forced their sound somewhat too aggressively, perhaps to compensate for size? This could be cured in 10 seconds.

This by no means makes you lesser musicians than those who got GWH. The high calibre of ACS IB musicians is proven by the commendable way you kept the suicidal challenging Star Wars score afloat. Also, it takes a solid musician to hold one part independently with no support.

Personally, I’d rather be a superior musician with COP than a mediocre musician with GWH. Dr. Zechariah Goh’s is a truly special leader, as one of the few Singapore compsoers who has attained international renown.

Finally, never forget that we are ACS. Our tradition is too great to be defined by any transient & summary verdict. Today, you inspired me again with your courage and musicianship.