ever heard of the saying,
“be careful of what you wish for?”
—
maybe i’m just going emo over the fact that all my friends and classmates are overseas, especially,
you.
i didn’t figure i’d be that lonely all of a sudden,
and it’s just how unexpected things unfold,
guess i’ll be seeing you every other week from now,
maybe even opportunities to converse,
though they might be awkward,
something i’ve to settle for.
dreams,
i had a bad dream, in a 3 hour “extreme-body-fatigue-removal express” kinda sleep,
terrifying, almost diabolical.
i am gonna be so paranoid from now on.
i should just set my application form on fire,
saves me the trouble anyway.
a second disappointment?
hahah.
nice try evil bastards.
be careful,
be very careful when you ask for signs,
lest your life turns out like mine.
—
but after reading joel’s blog
i shall take comfort that i still have YOU.
my deepest incoherence right here would make the most sense to you, cause
all i need is you,
all i need is you lord,
is you lord.
