i’ll play

along.

with

the game(s) you play.

unfounded resentment

it’s like emotional trials and rollercoaster week in and week out.

and as it almost becomes unbearable, sunday comes.

you take sunday like a drug
church like a drug
God like a drug

a painkiller,
an aspirin
a sleeping pill.

and you wondered what kind of person you are.
resentment.

you resent, not hate, but resent,
a two-faced person that stood in front.
anything, anyway
to solve the matter at hand

painkillers, mind numbing concoctions seemed the way
pop it in,
pray it’ll work
and forget about it.

anything to rid that problem at hand.

in the event of the success,
the mind would have suffered induced amnesia from the massive numbing.
put it simply,
YOU FORGET
what happens from there?

the process repeats itself
to hurt, to be hurt.
and to take our anesthetics

and if it doesn’t?
take moar.

he presented a double-edged sword.
and he resented.

the strength

You stood before creation
Eternity in your hand
And you spoke the earth into motion
My soul now to stand
You stood before my failure
And carried the cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon your shoulders
My soul now to stand

So what could I say?
And what could I do?
But offer this heart oh God
Completely to you

So I walk upon salvation
Your spirit alive in me
This life to declare your promise
My soul now to stand

So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the one who gave it all
So I’ll stand
My soul Lord to you surrendered
All I am is yours

give me the strength to stand Lord.

emmanuel

God with us,

Manifested as a guitar player.

ANGELINA

AMAZING GRACE

feel like dropping out of school and learning guitar from this guy

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a prayer for discernment.

to be able to know when

to know where

and what

a prayer that resides in my heart.

blue and gold

the times of blue
and the times of gold

i dearly wish that i was still in the time of blue,

but at least when i look at the gold

there’s streaks of blue for consolation.

pearls

when it comes to things like religion, and other issues for the matter,

sometimes the only things that we want of it, is things that can be rationalised, explained, and understood.

and that is perhaps why, that we’re losing God’s personal touch, the wonder’s of His presence,

Does God really need to be rationalised?
Does God’s workings need to be explained?

: D

todays post, for tomorrow

dian has offered to volunteer to join a math competition.

wait for it,
let your face go blank.
very blank.

-long interrupted pause-
O.O

the end is near guys,
the end is near.

okay maybe not, she just rejected the offer,
THANK THE HEAVENS

we get a few more days to live.

happy 100th

this has been delayed a while,

but, nonetheless,

happy one hundredth!